i wish

namaste.. mera nam he.. hehehehehheheeh~ (n_n)

assalamualaikum~

yeah, it’s been a while since i last wrote on my wishing well.. I’m sure lots of you (bloggers) must have been in the same situation as me, where we don’t really have anything to write.. kosong! and there’s the time when we have tonnes of things to write, and yet, when i came across those time, i’ll choose as necessary.. or maybe i’ll put it all in one entry.. hehe

so for the past three weeks (almost), i was in the first situation i mentioned just now.. and still am.. but my jari-jemari is soooooooo gatalllllllll ( just like me) so i really feel like i have to write something..and here it goes.

first of all, Alhamdulillah. i’m gonna further my degree in INDIA. while most of my friends (the uk, eire, ceczh people) are just waiting for the flights, i’m just about to get started. zuleyka baby told me, 1st Sept collect offer letter from puan Ayu yang ku chentai~ 7th Sept- predeparture briefing~ 8-9 Sept got interview and entrance exam ( buat cukup syarat jek.. sample question nnt puan Ayu kasi.. chill la~ tpi cuak gak senanyer.. hesh!) ~ 29th Sept- 1st Oct got briefing at MSU, and finally 2 Oct- Fly bebeh fly~

erm.. well..to be honest, i’m freaking excited bout me going to India.. mulut celupar aku nih telah dimakbulkan.. hahahaha~ i once jokingly said to my friend at KMB ” ahh, susah2 aku g india je la weyh.. leyh gak kalo aku nak merase g everest.. dekat je tu..haha” haaaaa~ kan dah dpt! itulah.. Allah knows what’s best for you kan Wawa.. saaaaayaaaannnnggggg Allah! muah2! (korang ingt nak gedik2 kat bf/gf je ke? gedik2 ngan Allah lg best tau! =D)

so, this means that i have about another 1 month before i go.. and that also means that i’m going to celebrate my hari raya here in malaysiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa with my familyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. jeles tak? ahak3..  duet raye pon pastilah byk.. iyelah, kan saya udah mahu pergi.. hehe.. kepada yang tak sempat nak beraye kat msia thn ni.. bawak2 la bersabar.. dan juga, bawak2 la kuih raye sikit kalo muat lagi luggage tu.. hehe

anyway, i also feel scared at the same time.. ades.. when i was in kmb, i’ve been told stories about surving in uk and ireland.. but none about India.. so, i kinda blurr, tak tahulah nak expect ape.. but people keeps telling me, doing medical degree in india is great because i’ll get to be in touch with cadaver like so many times.. wuaaaaaa~ i loike~ ingat lagi time bedah tikus harituh.. aku smpai korek bijik mate die, and cube sedaye upaya nak kuarkan otak tikus tuh.. eheh~ mule2 aku cuak tp bile dah lame2 tuh aku kalo boleh nak belah sume! ahahahhaha~ ade jugak org ckp ” kamu belajar medic kat india? cekap lah kamu nnt.. doktor2 kalo yang praktikal neh, yang dr india lebih berani sket.. sbb dah biase sgt pgg2 mayat neh..” and so many more great stories people keeps telling me.. which makes me becoming even moreeeeeeeeeee exciteddddd and even moreeeeeee scareeeeeedddddddd… hua3..  and later, i’m gonna give my phone number to kotie, so that she can call me and tell me more bout INDIA~ she even said she can pick me up at the airport with red carpet tu nyah oi~ hahahahah

and people who are leaving soon.. i’m sad.. waaaa… korang nak tgglkan aku~ huhu.. owh speaking bout feeling sad.. erm.. ades.. abah o abah.. once the list name was out, i showed it to my abah.. and he was happy.. but later that evening, he was joking with my sister ” adik dah nak pegi neh.. kaki abah dah lemah dah nih.. hati dah start sayu dah nih.. jgn marah2.. sedeyh ni.. ” they laughed.. but i just smiled.. in my heart, i feel sort of pain.. mcm kene cucuk jarum yang halus.. terharu, sedeyh dan sebagainyer.. i’m daddy’s girl la weyh.. i’ve told u people umpteen times kan.. haish~ itu baru abah.. belom mak lg.. tapi mak cam control macho je~ lek~ haha! erm.. alang, aji, along, ciko, sheena, my stuffed toys.. and also friends that will just stay at malaysia.. then tibe2 aku teringat lalu aku ckp kat abah.. ” itulah, nasib baik cek pergi india je.. dekat.. kalo pergi uk, jauh tu bah.. abesla abah.. =)” and yeah, he smiled too.. i guess now, not just me but almost everyone is starting to see the “blessing in disguise” about my IB result.. aku sumpah bersyukur sgt2.. time tu aku  jadi cam orang yang jatuh cinta.. aku cam rase Allah tu best sgt3 lah.. terbaik sgt2 lah.. sbb Allah cam plan hidup aku lain sikit dr orang lain.. Alhamdulillahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~and yeah.. aku berazam (nnt azam perasan plak.. tp mmg aku akan ber”azam” pon g india nnt sbb skali kot kitorg~ haha!) bertekad untuk berusaha bersungguh2 di sana nanti.. tak mau main2 sgt dah.. main sikit2 je.. tak mahu nakal2 sgt dah.. nakal sikit2 je.. tak mahu foya2 dah, nak try jadi setia (erm untuk siape ekk? tak kesahlah! aku kalo boleh nak kawen after belajar so takyah ar sape2 nak ngorat aku kalo tak mahu malu direject (bajet ade pulak org nak ngorat aku hahahahahahahha).. kwn2 boleh… hahahah~ ngade~ japgi desperate.. hahahahahahahha)

i want to redeem myself.. watch out u people~ (hahahah poyo bajet smart)

okayhla people.. i think that’s all for now.. saya pasti masih belum terlambat untuk saya mengucapkan selamat berpuasa di bulan ramadhan yang mulia ini.. meh kite kumpul pahala byk2 meh.. i remember once a friend told me ” ye aku faham kdg2 tu mmg susah nak tgglkan perkara2 yang kureng baik nih.. tapi ape yang ko boleh buat adalah dengan menambahkan amal kebajikan ko.. insyaAllah.. kire cam counter balik la~ =)” until then, selamat berpuase sekali lagi.. entah mengapa, bulan puase ini hati jadi tenang, rasa nyaman dan bahagia.. tak ke? try to feel it~ nyaman gitu~

later bebeh! c u when i c u~