i wish

mayday mayday! heart surgeon needed!

Alhamdulillah, aku bersyukur aku semakin hari semakin tua..nak tahu sebab apa? sebab aku rasa aku semakin matang. ye, aku tau perangai aku macam budak-budak lagi kadang2 (ke selalu? ;p), itu tak dapat nak dielakkan. yang aku maksudkan adalah pemikiran aku. aku rasalah. matang macam mana, aku pon tak pasti sangat. tapi aku rasa aku macam dah tahulah jugak nak analisis perkara-perkara dalam kehidupan ini. dulu, aku hidup atas dasar hidup sahaja. tak berfikir banyak sangat. sekarang, aku dapat lihat banyak lagi perkara lain selain hidup atas dasar hidup sahaja. senang cakaplah, aku suka aku semakin hari semakin tua sebab itu membawa kepada penambahan pengalaman dalam hidup aku.

dah, itu sahaja. aku tak mampu nak teruskan lagi. aku nak taip bende lain, bende nih pulak terkeluar. layan jelah. aku tengah bengong.

aku ditolak, kemudian aku menolak.

hidup, macam inilah. semua orang pon paham.

so after this, i’m going to look for an expert heart surgeon. to ask him to take out my heart and lock it up in the safest safety box in the entire universe. the password would be the combination of words, numbers, voices, and pictures. this is because,  my heart is in danger. many times it attempted to self destroy, and also successfully hurt many other hearts.  in the mean time, my heart will be replaced by a “plastic + crystal”  heart. specially design by me myself with special features such as “love for/from a stranger guy”-resistant, zero “jealousy and envy”, constant “happiness and grateful-ness”, and many more that cannot be revealed as it might cause more complication and again people might try to steal my “plastic + crystal” heart also.

alright.

enough said

see you when i see you~

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